Oh grandma i miss you so very much which i know you know. Last night i thought about you alot and cried and then realize that wouldnt be what you wanted but i still hurt grandma i miss sometimes it easier to think you've just left to your buddies house to go drink and just havent called..it makes it a lil earier than dealing with reality but it doesnt last long cuz i know where your at! To have one more moment with you would be great! I know your around and i know in my heart you play with mijo just to have you here one more moment so you could hold him and so he would get to see you would be wonderful! I love you so much grandma!